~ a few writers I adore~
William S. Burroughs
George orwell
John steinbeck
mark twain
Madeleine l engle
Douglas Adams
Ray Bradbury
c.s Lewis
Ben Hoff
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Theater of the Absurd Eugène Ionesco
Chuck!
~~film makers~~
Film makers
Aronofsky..fuck pi...thats all needed to be said.
David Lynch (no words are alive to even embace him)
M.Night Shyamalan..yes he fucking digs into core of feelings..period!
Stanley Kubrick..(eyes wide shut great name....not so great movie but still
..ok this could go on forever so lets leave it here, you get the idea.

~~Music~~
placebo
TOOL
a perfect Circle
body count
Billy Talent
Prince
NIN
Blues
Good Swing music
The Cramps
U2
Neds Atomic dustbin
S.D
s.t
The Cure
Bjork
Faith No More
Talking Heads
Bowie
nick cave
GnR
Beck
depeche mode
Billy Joel
smiths
Radio head
ministry
wolfshien
Skinny Puppy
Bjork
....and many many more




I adore reading and painting Japanese letters.(yes painting if you ever wrote out Japanese you would understand)
I live for music,singing it,hearing it, embacing it.
I need to write, I use to say I love to write, but it has become, and gone beyond a tool of my own sanity.
I use to paint everyday, or use car coal, but as I still paint it is less then once every 2 weeks.
I have this odd thing about needing to be on the floor.
I sleep, eat,draw,and write on the floor. I have not had a "bed" in almost ten years.
I am alive with every breath I take
I take in and perform
Body Roping
Branding
self ink
Branding
I study/seek into
The human mind
sigils
Patterns
Numbers
The core
Macrocosm and Microcosm
The Aether Physics Model
The final Therory
Quantum Theory
abstract mathematics
chaotic nature
Sacred Geometry
The Golden Spiral
The butterfly affect
The base and core of magick and science as the one that they are.
The human mind,
the power of will,
the break down of atoms,
matter
,enery...
( note "Watch the movie PI")
God and science are one...
..remeber one time we felt fire was magick
.I believe we can do anything with our minds,
I believe we have the blueprints in the patterns to become pure energy
I need
odd world
swings~parks
forgotten places (buildings!)
good talks with good people
the smell of fall
The sound of leaves under my boots
simple things
amazing things
The smell and feel of books in my hands
making films
art
Poerty
any for of creation
I am
Reaching for Babylon
seeking out the beyond
Infected by truth
inspired with movement of soul
I live to create

to push, to feel movement,
to never let a day pass without treating it as the gift it is
I believe
.......I believe in the will
I believe in the power of the mind
I believe in magick
I breath in music
and I dance inside the core
Show me the patterns
I will learn to read the blueprints of it all
One thing I know for sure
I want to wake up humanity and have a new kind of class that goes beyond money or fame.
Most Humans are vile and I disapprove of they"re very existence.
But how I fucking love them
some facts about me
I hate hate,
I hate humanity because I fucking love it so much
If you are going to hit me you better do it while I am down
If you feel the need to stab me, do it in the front
I first give you respect,and only u can take that away by your actions